BEHIND MY BACK

Verse 1
There’ s been some little war going deep inside of me, It’s ragin’ on, the faith is gone.
I know there’s a doubt’s been growing inside of me, I think I’ve been wrong, fooled all along about who you are. 

Chorus
You smile to my face but your eyes can’t hide what you been doing being hind my back
I just couldn’t face, the truth of your lies,  it’s time I took my pride back. 

Verse 2
I keep lyin’ to myself everyday now, still wanna believe, there’s no tricks up your sleeve, but I know it’s not true.
I keep dying inch by inch every day now, self respect is  gone, I’m barely hanging on, I feel so empty 

 Chorus
You smile to my face but your eyes can’t hide what you been doing being hind my back
I just couldn’t face, the truth of your lies, it’s time I took my pride back, it’s time I took my pride back. 

Middle section
I’m done Chasing Ghosts, Trying to fill in the holes
I might just save my sole, if I can find the strength to let you go. 

Chorus
You smile to my face but your eyes can’t hide what you been doing being hind my back
I just couldn’t face, the truth of your lies,  now i’m gonna take my pride back. 

You smile to my face but your eyes can’t hide what you been doing being hind my back
I just couldn’t face, the truth of your lies,  now i’m gonna take my pride.

DIE WITH YOU

Verse 1
I just wanna lay in bed and make good love to you. 
Pretend that in the whole damn world there’s only just us two.
We’ll leave behind that which never shined and live just for today.
And I wanna tell you something that’s been on my mind and here's what I have to say.

Chorus
I just want us to share something true, I  wanna grow old and die with you.

Verse 2
I just want to be the safest place where you come and lay your head,
and always leave an open space where you can say what needs to be said.
Suspended in time, in this sweet sublime, just kissing the day away,
never blind to what it is that feels divine, as I watch you smile in your perfect way.                              

 Chorus
I want us to share something true, I wanna grow old and die with you, I just wanna grow old and die with you.

 Middle section
Seems all my life , has led to this, has led to you.
Cause in your eyes I can see all my dreams coming true.

Chorus
I want us to share something true , I  wanna grow old and die with you., I just wanna grow old and die with you.

DOWN

Verse 1
Been so far down I was sure I'd break but I never did , no I never did.
Certain I’d die from so much pain but I always live, I always live..

Chorus 1
I drank to forget , to block out all the sound.
But I'd come to see it's ok to be down.

Verse 2
All at once now I’m alone,
when I shut the door behind me there’s an empty home.
My desperate fears creep up my spine,
I try to fight off the desperation when it hits mind.

Chorus 2
I’ll embrace this pain, that in the past I never could,
cause now I know it's just the bad before the good.
But I won't stay,  I just can’t stay underground
Cause now I know, It's ok to be down, it’s ok to be down.

Middle Section
At times it comes on so strong, there’s change at the bottom of my glass, 
it’s hard to keep going on but I know that this too shall pass, this too shall pass.

Chorus 3
Now I know it's just the bad before the good.
Everyone gets down and as well they should
But I’m never gonna stay stuck underground,
cause now I know it's ok to be down, it's ok to be down, it’s ok to be down.

Verse
My Faces, they don’t always show what’s really underneath.
And there are places, places I go where I hide what I cannot speak.

Chorus
I’m trapped in the cages of my vulnerable places and I guess I’m too afraid to show you all my faces.

Verse
Aren’t you tired, tired of showing me, what you think that I want to see.
And you don’t you show, don’t show me who you really and I hope you can set yourself free.

Chorus
You’re trapped in the cages of your vulnerable places,
cause I guess your too afraid to show me all your faces.
Now we’re lost in the mazes of our untruthful phrases and it makes us too afraid to show each other are Faces.

Bridge
Can’t you see I’m on your side, don’t you feel our love passing us by.

Chorus
We been trapped in the cages of our vulnerable places,
cause we’ve been too afraid to show each other our faces.
We can retrace the spaces of are beautiful places
and we can find a way to show each other our faces.

What do i have to do to make me known to you.
Who do I have to be, so someday you will see me.
I wanna feel right, just wanna feel right. I wanna feel right , just wanna feel right.

So I found a way to make it go away.
But when I came down, there was no one left around me. 

I wanna feel right, just wanna feel right. I wanna feel right , just wanna feel right

Don’t tell me it’s wrong when you ain’t walked a step inside my shoes,
i’m just hangin’ on. Ain’t worried about the things I have to lose. I have to lose.

I wanna feel right, just wanna feel right. I wanna feel right , just wanna feel right

 Verse 1
I don’t need to be on shaky ground to know world is turning.
I don’t need to see no smoke around to know when my heart is burning

I don’t need to hear I love you now to know that I’m ok. 
Cause I ain’t going that far up or down from the words that people say.

Chorus 1
I’m leavin’ all the pain behind
I’m believin’ that I can change my  mind.
I’m leavin’ yes I’m on my way home.
I’m believing in the greatest unknown.

Verse 2
And I don’t need to drive no fancy car to know the grass is green
and I don’t need to be no big star to be living my dream.
And I don’t  really need to give a damn about the things People say I should.
Cause if I cant please myself today, then tomorrow don’t look real good.

Middle section
Day or night It’s gonna be alright as long as I keep things movin’
My Darkest day is gonna fade away as long as I keep on movin’

Chorus
I’m leavin’ all the pain behind
I’m believin’ that I can change my  mind.
I’m leavin’ yes I’m on my way home.
I’m believing in the greatest unknown.
The darkest days just fade away as  long as I keep on movin’

Verse
For to long now I’ve been feeling so down
Been spending my time on the wrong side of town
It’s time for a change of scenery
Aint nothing left here that pleasin me
Gotta get my feet on solid ground  

Pre Chorus
Can't wait for tomorrow I'm leaving today  

Chorus
I’m Jumpin’ on the Love Train
I’m Jumpin’ on the Love Train
My life aint ever gonna be the same
Cause’ I’m Jumpin’ on the Love Train  

Verse
The rains been pouring days
But I can see a ray of light breaking through the haze
I spent so much time feeling down and out
Now a weights been lifted I’m on cloud
Finally found a way to change my ways  

Pre Chorus
Can't wait for tomorrow I'm leaving today 

Chorus x3
I’m Jumpin’ on the Love Train
I’m Jumpin’ on the Love Train
My life aint ever gonna be the same
Cause’ I’m Jumpin’ on the Love Train
I’m Jumpin’ on the Love Train
I’m Jumpin’ on the Love Train
My life aint ever gonna be the same
Cause’ I’m Jumpin’ on the Love Train

Verse
I open my eyes while you sleep and ponder this chill.
Is it  your in capable of feeling, or just lying to your self still.
Or maybe that the truth will send you reeling, and your not ready to pay the bill.
Meanwhile  I’m still  here  staring at the ceiling, wondering if I’ll ever be fulfilled

Chorus
You’re miles away, miles away but you’re lying right beside and this is the loneliest feeling, the loneliest feeling.

Verse
These walls that we built up with foolish pride,
they are now standing in the places were our love used to reside.
An I can’t take one more frigid season chained down in your shade.
And I can’t think of one more good reason, for us to continue this masquerade.

Chorus
You’re miles away, miles away but you’re lying right beside and this is the loneliest feeling, the loneliest  feeling.
You’re miles away your miles away but you’re standing right in front of  me and this is the loneliest feeling, lonelier than being alone.

You’re miles away, miles away but you’re lying right beside and this is the loneliest feeling, the loneliest  feeling.
You’re miles away your miles away but you’re standing right in front of  me and this is the loneliest feeling, lonelier than being alone 

Verse
Never thought the day would come that i'd be burning in your sun but you just said your leaving me.
Can't you see you'll leave me broken, alone my heart wide open and you show no sympathy.

Pre Chorus/Chorus
I don't think that i can breathe and let myself believe that you would leave me on my own. I'm on my own , i'm on my own again. 

Verse
That was just about a year ago now your texting to let me know, that you've been missing me.
How you never meant to leave me stranded and you took all my loving for granted, that you and i were meant to be.

Pre chorus/Chorus
But listen, somethings not the same, i don't cry when i hear your name,
since I've been living on my own, i'm on my own, i'm on my own today.

Bridge 
I can't depend on you for how i feel about me but i want to thank you, because i'ts you that set me free.
Your not gonna pull me under. Your not gonna pull me under again.

Chorus/ Pre Chorus
And now i know if i'm every alone i can find my way home, cause i I’m on my, on my, on my own, 
yes i'm on my, on my, on my own, and it's OK.

Verse 1
I wake to the everyday obsession of her on my mind.
Like the pull of a drug that’s working overtime.
I’m addicted to the pain. 
I’m expecting different results and that’s a sign I’ve gone insane.

Chorus
She like poison and it’s my blood,
she’s like poison and I can’t get enough .
She’s like poison running through my Veins
she’s like poison and I’m not the same.

Verse 2
She’ comes and goes like a ghost in the night,
she stabs me in the back, then pretends everything's alright
She’s telling lies with every noun and verb,
I know she’s false but in still hangin on her every word. 

Chorus
She like poison and it’s my blood,
she’s like poison but I can’t get enough
She’s like poison running through my Veins
she’s like poison And I’m not the same.

 Middle Section
I just can’t turn away from the head of the Snake
but I need to break loose from this nightmare and wake.
She seems to be the hardest habit to break,
now I gotta get free and make my escape.

Chorus
She like poison and it’s my blood,
she’s like poison but I can’t get enough
She’s like poison running through my Veins
she’s like poison And I’m not the same.

Verse
Just over the horizon the storm clouds appear,
with an inevitable arrival, and a tormenting fear

Always hiding in plane site,  just lying in wait,
it’s some chemical erosion, or a combination of twisted fate.

Chorus
When it comes I’m never quite ready,
t soaks into my head and the weight of it breaks the levy
When it comes no joy can block it’s path,
I just hold on for dear life and wait for  the aftermath.

Verse
Stuck in the waiting for the next shoe to drop, 
my long histories has taught me it will keep coming and will never stop

Chorus
When it comes I’m never quite ready,
it soaks into my head and the weight of it breaks the levy
When it comes, I search but I can’t find me,
lost in some wormhole with no sole or gravity

Middle section
I hope I can hold the line just one more time.
I hope I can Hold the line Just one more time

Chorus
When it comes I’m never quite ready,
it soaks into my head and the weight of it breaks the levy
When it comes no joy can block it’s path,
I just hold on for dear life and wait for  the aftermath.

When it comes I’m never quite ready,
it soaks into my head and the weight of it breaks the levy
When it comes I’m always unprepared,
because It takes control and I’m no longer there.

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because It takes control and I’m no longer there.
because It takes control and I’m no longer there.
because It takes control and I’m no longer there